Guys, this is insane. I feel completely brain dead. There are no thoughts on my mind whatsoever, I have no idea what to do at all times. Even getting a glass of water is a great effort. Glass of water! I don't remember my life, how or who I was, yesterday seemed like a long ago and I can't recall almost anything from it. I don't understand what I read or simple videos on YouTube. I can't visualize anything in my mind. People don't exist for me unless I see them. I don't remember my boyfriend, I can't think about him, can't make plans for the future... There is much more. I don't feel anything towards anyone, all I experience is fear and anxiety. Sometimes sadness. Even writing this post is a great effort. I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I died and my body stayed here? How awful is that... I seriously don't know what keeps me here. As bad as it sounds. Anybody who has it this serious??