I think it is a sign that you will be free from atleast the complete void where am I why am I feelings.
Since new years eve I have this feeling aswell! And before that I was in hell. It changed so fast in the right direction so I don't know what is happening. For me it was changing my attitude towards it. I started laughing when I looked at myself in the mirror the other day when I saw me and felt me looking back without second guessing anything about it! Wow. I think you just need to believe that you are you and the times when you get that disconnect again (which is probably often) just remember that you can get more connected again and that you've kind of done it before. Now even if you feel crap tomorrow dont submit to it, try. Have a listen to the song The Nexus by Amaranthe, the lyrics are helpful when you start feeling. Think of nexus in the song as your focal point.
Hopefully this helps a bit. Have a good day!
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