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Im just gonna link points down as stuff that's come up recently even though it doesn't really have to do with dp/dr I wanna this up to look at it when im older.

ok so I got my first blowjob a couple weeks ago and I kinda fell in love with the girl but ik they always end up not loving me so I stopped myself before I got too far. I remember we were kissing and it didn't feel as real as it should of. It didn't feel physical idk. were still good friends but she doesnt want to date. Her heart kinda broke from dating other guys so she wants to stay away from that. I was super derealized during the whole thing lol its like it didnt feel good but It did it was just all numbed out.

Sooo im a sophmore in high school and im trying my best to get good grades. Im at a 3.3 rn which ill try to get to a 3.5-3.8 before the semester ends.

This weekend im going to hangout with her and some of my friends and I think I am going to try Xanax for the first time (Idk if its the best Idea, please comment if I should or not Idk yet) BTW I got dp/dr from smoking weed on my first try lol. Tough luck I guess. Xanax is supposed to take away all anxiety so I hope it works. But im mainly afraid it might trigger schizophrenia because my uncle had it im deeply afraid of becoming crazy. But I really want to try it IDK.

I gotta do an english essay so that it for the first blog


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tbomb
Oct 11 2018 02:57 PM

update soon!
 
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