Beyond loneliness

I feel most lonely when I'm around other people. Basically it feels that I've become so depressed, empty and silent that no one should want to hang around with me. Which is fine because I can be alone. At the same time I know I'm still there somewhere, I still may have a chance to have a happy life, and I shouldn't whine anyway because there are worst things in the world. This I can say because I don't feel anxiety, panic, or anything like that, they can be hell.