This is exactly how I feel when I am alone! I couldn´t describe it better. I thought there is no one else, who feels this way. I started a topic "Fear of being alone" just a few minutes ago and then I found this. I feel so crazy when I am alone (and sometimes I get it even with people, but I guess, that it is because of DP). Well, it is all the time because of DP probably. But it feels terrifying, when you don´t feel okay with yourself, like "what shoud I do with myself?"