[maria]

hi, I'm just looking for motivation. As it is, I'm not interested in anything anymore, therefore I mainly live inside my head, i.e sleep and check in at a couple of discussion forums. I know this cannot be good for me but can somebody say they're doing better when they keep active, since I don't feel a difference...but I'm probably just too impatient. There's so much things I could do, it all just seems so pointless...I need meaning. And I don't mean to whine! Just thinking aloud. I do believe most of us will be cured.

 

[dreamcatcher]

i know how you feel maria....the only thing i have found is if you keep active you have less time to focus on the symptoms....yes they are still there cause it wont go away over night....but we have to get on with everyday living even if we only feel as if we are acting.....try push yourself to do something at least then at the end of the day you can look at what you have achieved and feel proud of yourself.....i have had many months of having no motivation but i know feel that this will never go unless i fight it by trying to live a normal life even while i have severe unreality

 

[Guest]

I know how you're feelin....it feels so pointless like u say and ive been feelin this way for a while...I try and keep as active as i can though i still got that nasty storm cloud followin me round.... I feel like I've been taken over sometimes and i know im not 'myself' as i could be...I believe that we'll all get where we need to.. it's just the gettin there, the fight day in day out...it feels so much extra i know it sux....I agree that we have to push ourselves cos i see it like if i don't then i'll just feel worse...like u said...this won't go till it's fought...true...keep strong and try to build up by doin stuff that won't overstress u out @ first...then go from there..do stuff for yourself aswell...stuff that makes u feel happy and like dreamcatcher said, when u look back, you'll feel the achievement take care xxxx