Sorry Martin, but I think Terri made you the Joker. I'm Batman.....
Cant beleive how bad you must be feeling....Sounds alot like my roommate's depression, just lying in bed staring at the ceiling. Dont do it! Go to your doctor this instant and let him call in a script for Lamictal for you, with a possible up of the Klonopin by .5-1 mg. I'm telling you man, if I could scan your brain now, your temporal lobes would look like swiss cheese.
Oh, and by the way, if Martin's the Joker, I'm Batman, Sleepy is Catwoman, then Rev must be Commissioner Gordon.