Haha, I'm exactly the same! I'm always drawn to researching bad and potentially depressing things but I don't feel that it affects me in the long run. Some of the stuff does sadden me quite a bit, but it doesn't change my DP/DR as far as I can tell.
Also, I agree - thinking is great (in general)! I always get freaked out after a blank-out period. Thinking so much is exhausting but at least we're in some degree of control (that's what I feel anyway).
Also, I agree - thinking is great (in general)! I always get freaked out after a blank-out period. Thinking so much is exhausting but at least we're in some degree of control (that's what I feel anyway).