[Isilme]

In my worst times (means when I´m in constant anxiety or DP/DR) I feel like it is not possible to live like this. I feel like I can´t make it throug another day, so how could I live like this ?(Because it feels like it is not going to end). And than a year later I realize "I am still here". I felt horrible (or still do) and "I am still here." And I am kind of fascinated by that. Aren´t you? That despite all that anxious, panic, unreal, terrifiyng or whatever feelings you thought / think you can´t stand, you are still here.

 

[Legitlex_]

i think its amazing too, I think that to myself. I've been in this for 3 months, and constantly I think of bad thoughts.. but yup, still amazing that I am still pushing through this hell.

 

[Guest]

9 years, I never really worried about that type of stuff

 

[kristikristi65]

I feel hopeless. I feel foreign from myself and I feel like the past didn't really happen and I feel like what I did this morning didn't happen. What do I do ? I don't think I can feel like this anymore

 

[Isilme]

I feel hopeless. I feel foreign from myself and I feel like the past didn't really happen and I feel like what I did this morning didn't happen. What do I do ? I don't think I can feel like this anymore

I feel kind of hopeless too. And don´t feel like myself. I can´t stop thinking about how I feel and be scared about it. And I know I have to stop to get better, so I start to feel even more scared that I will never get better if I can´t stop thinking about it and worrying.

 

[katiej]

I have this too. Almost shocked ur still here even if ya don't wanna be. Like being shocked about ur existence yet u still exist