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I've heard a few accounts of people who have gotten over DP, only to have it reoccur a few months or years later. I know recovery can be a bumpy road when you're first starting to make progress, and it's pretty common to initially have DP ebb and flow and to have minutes/hours/days of clarity only to get depersonalized again, but what about those who lived months/years of a DP free existence only to relapse?
I was actually DP free for about a week, which I attribute mostly to "passing through the panic" and not fighting or being disturbed by intrusive thoughts, but letting them run their course...but a stressful situation caused my brain to feel "burnt out" again, not really freaking out about intrusive thoughts of philosophical rumination. We're all going to encounter good amounts of stress and anxiety at some points in our lives...what's to stop our brains from powering down again?
I'm not frightened by DP anymore or worried I'll never recover. I'm not concerned about intrusive thoughts or give too much weight to negative obsessional thinking, and I can manage life with it somewhat, but it does get in the way of me reaching my full potential, both emotionally and intellectually, and makes life less enjoyable. I don't want to have to "recharge my batteries" for the rest of my life.
I was actually DP free for about a week, which I attribute mostly to "passing through the panic" and not fighting or being disturbed by intrusive thoughts, but letting them run their course...but a stressful situation caused my brain to feel "burnt out" again, not really freaking out about intrusive thoughts of philosophical rumination. We're all going to encounter good amounts of stress and anxiety at some points in our lives...what's to stop our brains from powering down again?
I'm not frightened by DP anymore or worried I'll never recover. I'm not concerned about intrusive thoughts or give too much weight to negative obsessional thinking, and I can manage life with it somewhat, but it does get in the way of me reaching my full potential, both emotionally and intellectually, and makes life less enjoyable. I don't want to have to "recharge my batteries" for the rest of my life.