well in my opinion work and gym is already a lot in that state of mind. But yeah, it's been a long time since I've really wanted to do something, so I'm pretty passive all the time. I don't feel guilty about it (the world doesn't miss a lot in me not contributing to it) but I'd like to feel some excitement at least sometimes...but no. It's only thanks to Risperdal I get up at all. So totally relate to your post, apathy is my middle name. How to combat it...I can force myself to do things, but I usually don't since it seems pointless. Being active doesn't seem to do much difference for my mental health but maybe I'm just too impatient. My problem may be that I don't really see a reason to force myself, but now I'm being...apathetic.