Basically if i look around or at something to test how dpdred i feel currently, i get this odd feeling like right now is the beginning of my life, that nothing else ever existed and my memories are very scewed and sometimes i cant even recall information or memories.
Its like im somewhere where nothing i knew exists and as much as i want to join my friends and family in the "real" world, its nearly impossible. Im scared of the feeling im trapped in all the time. Its got a unique way of scaring you, different than a panic attack and different than fearing your dying, like your trapped in a everchanging place that harms you differently than anything else you could ever experiance.
Its like im somewhere where nothing i knew exists and as much as i want to join my friends and family in the "real" world, its nearly impossible. Im scared of the feeling im trapped in all the time. Its got a unique way of scaring you, different than a panic attack and different than fearing your dying, like your trapped in a everchanging place that harms you differently than anything else you could ever experiance.
