I guess this is my shout to the void. I'm Eli. I have MDD and GAD, but experience bouts of depersonalization often. I guess I'm just here looking for reassurance that I'm not as completely insane as I feel I am almost all the time. I'm in a clinical psych doctoral program so I know my shit, but it's hard to listen to what I know vs. what I feel and then I question myself whether or not I should even be here in this program. There's a lot of imposter syndrome going on here as well and fighting that just adds to my dissociative symptoms. I don't know. I don't know if this will help at all. But I guess giving a shout to the void can't hurt, even if it doesn't answer back.