Thank you for all the beautiful answers in this thread. I was feeling really down the last few weeks. The general situation in the world, family problems, difficult job and the final year in University, and health problems mixed together made me feel like I just wanted to run away somewhere. Somewhere far-far away where all these problems would not be able to find me. But I can't because they are mostly within me, and I should somehow deal with them. If my life is a video game, then the player is completely lost and tired. He barely pays attention to the character and does not really care about him. I feel like I have to find some internal power in me to keep going and don't give up, but it's so difficult. Sometimes I run away playing free cell online, and sometimes I listen to an audiobook. Escapism is not the best way because it doesn't help to solve the problem, but it's all I can afford.