Sometimes I feel like I don't have depersonalization, I feel like I have something worst. I don't know. I just can't look myself at the mirros, I don't know who I am, and when I don't look at the mirros sometimes I am ok, it is so difficult not to know who you are and that I know that I have been so proud of me before all this happened. I just want all this to be over. I don't feel anything for nobody and I am making my husband feel bad because of the things I say to him. I don't know who he is either, I mean, I know he is my husband and that I love him, but I just don't recognize him. Please if someobody out there feels like me or has felt this way before, tell me something, please give some relief so at least I know that this will go away.