Guys, many times I feel I am close to recovering. Recovering as in, yeah im normal, life is normal.
But it's been 5 years since i've felt like myself. And I live in a different place now, different life. It's almost as if I dont want to feel real because it's scary.
I dont want to come back to reality. It's hard to face. And it seems difficult to live in reality (for me).
Do u have any advice on what I can do?