anxiety...... sure?

coucouc said:

Hi,

I just wanted some support today, as I feel so down. I wonder how DP people can work (it's my obsession) in a office, without trouble. I know I can't wait for me to heal until I go work, but I wonder how will I tought this ice wall, this strangeness, this feeling I am going crazy, thi 2 d vision, this tiredness at work! The worst is very very DR... I just feel sometimes like I am walking alone and reality is just besides me. Like I always say, it's worse when I enter and go out a place.

I know reassurance is not the answer, but sometimes it helps me have hope, you understand? I want so much my mind to be clear, my ideas to be clear, sometimes I just don't know what helps and what make things worse. It's been 14 months since I have this, and I KNOW many people have this for longer periods of time than me, but sorry, I have big trouble to tought that.

I will try to relax today, but I feel my life is going nowhere. I hate depression.

Thanks for be there.

Cyn xxx

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*hugs*

i feel exactly the same way...

i feel like i cannot cope anymore...

i wish the thoughts of "i feel unreal" and "nothing is real" never came into my head!

but i know that one day my mind will be clear...our minds will be clear...we will all struggle...cope and heal....it is just the waiting that is hard.

it does not matter whether you have had this 5 minutes or 5 years...the experience is frightening and so when the feelings come just do what you can....

take care....

PM me anytime

coucouc said:

Hi,

I just wanted some support today, as I feel so down. I wonder how DP people can work (it's my obsession) in a office, without trouble. I know I can't wait for me to heal until I go work, but I wonder how will I tought this ice wall, this strangeness, this feeling I am going crazy, thi 2 d vision, this tiredness at work! The worst is very very DR... I just feel sometimes like I am walking alone and reality is just besides me. Like I always say, it's worse when I enter and go out a place.

I know reassurance is not the answer, but sometimes it helps me have hope, you understand? I want so much my mind to be clear, my ideas to be clear, sometimes I just don't know what helps and what make things worse. It's been 14 months since I have this, and I KNOW many people have this for longer periods of time than me, but sorry, I have big trouble to tought that.

I will try to relax today, but I feel my life is going nowhere. I hate depression.

Thanks for be there.

Cyn xxx

Click to expand...

*hugs*

i feel exactly the same way...

i feel like i cannot cope anymore...

i wish the thoughts of "i feel unreal" and "nothing is real" never came into my head!

but i know that one day my mind will be clear...our minds will be clear...we will all struggle...cope and heal....it is just the waiting that is hard.

it does not matter whether you have had this 5 minutes or 5 years...the experience is frightening and so when the feelings come just do what you can....

take care....

PM me anytime