[Pondererer]

I'm not even saying that life/existence is bad(even tho i have infinte arguments that says otherwise..)

It's just that life feels like a movie or a ride that i'm forced to go through against my will, and i just can't wait for it to finally end so i can go back to the sweet eternal slumber of death/non-existence. Why do i have to go through all this nonsense before that?

Why do i have to take part of this nonsense fake movie?

rant over...

 

[Ningen]

I've been thinking the same thing. It seems odd, especially so for some reason. Glad to know I'm not alone.

 

[Ningen]

I honestly think it's because our minds are too deep.

 

[just_liviu85]

Me too

 

[Chip1021]

I've always felt that way too. The one thing that kept me going for many years was the existence of ideas, but everything else just felt like an obligation i had to bear. It's one of the reasons I think that cognitive / behavioral techniques never worked with me and I've just had to try to develop my own personalized coping methods.

 

[nocturnalman]

I think the same everyday.At the same time when I get a panic attack where I feel that I am going to die at any moment I just wish to stay.
The only thing that takes away the pain is sleep ,but when I wake up I immediately realize that I have to go through the same shit again until I sleep again