[peacedove]

Ok, I'm not sure how to express myself cuz I can't think straight right now.

I feel like I'm wasting away... like I'm really losing it for good. I'll be in the car and suddenly forget who I am, what I'm doing, what day it is...

And then I feel the fear.

I remember pretty quickly, but I'm afraid I won't remember one day. I saw this true story on TV about this woman who just forgot who she was one day. She was just roaming the streets. I'm scared I'll get into a state of mind, one worse than this if that's possible, and no one will be able to get me out of it.

I don't know how I've been able to control myself lately. I used to scream or make whoever was driving pull over. My dad wouldn't pull over one day... boy that got ugly. I was freakin' out.

But lately I just sit there... but still the fear won't leave.

Anyways... anyone ever heard of amnesia like that... you don't get in an accident or anything... it just happens on it's own?

 

[peacedove]

I wonder if people with amnesia feel like we do. Or would it be worse? Who knows.

 

[fingertingle]

It's a scary thought.

 

[Guest]

As Janine would say it is classic dp/dr, and massive state of anxiety. I get this stuff too. It is horrific!! It makes it very hard to live a normal life. I usually try to stay calm and wait for it to pass. I have had it and every test done over the years and the only answer any doctor has come up with is that it is stress and anxiety.

I try to eat really well, exercise, rest, take my supplements, say a prayer and hope for the best!!

Sassy