I don’t even know where to start, (I’m 17) after the summer when I got back from camp I really wanted to just adjust to being at home and not have to deal with the whole change, after a week went by I still wasn’t “fully adjusted” to being home but I thought it was just the change in places, after a while I started having “brain fog” like symptoms didn’t really feel fully “in it” I decided to distract myself but it continuously got worse and started to feel like I was there but wasn’t there when I would talk to my friends i would feel like there was a
blockage or “veil” not letting me feel fully there and connected. I kept comparing how I’m feeling now to before I had dp/dr and seeing that other people were not feeling this way. It was genuinely frightening.. I feel like it’s just all going down hill, I’m seeing a psychologist now but I just feel like this is something else. My head feels hollow and numb and when im still I feel weightless I have to keep touching things or putting pressure on myself to make me feel “here” I don’t feel real. It’s not like I have all the other symptoms tho and that’s what scares me like I do recognize myself in the mirror I just don’t feel the connection really, I feel like every time I wake up I’m more detached then the day before and I feel like I’m going down this bottomless pit forever and just keep disappearing. Sorry this is everywhere! But can someone tell me I’m not the only one and that I will get out of this ?
blockage or “veil” not letting me feel fully there and connected. I kept comparing how I’m feeling now to before I had dp/dr and seeing that other people were not feeling this way. It was genuinely frightening.. I feel like it’s just all going down hill, I’m seeing a psychologist now but I just feel like this is something else. My head feels hollow and numb and when im still I feel weightless I have to keep touching things or putting pressure on myself to make me feel “here” I don’t feel real. It’s not like I have all the other symptoms tho and that’s what scares me like I do recognize myself in the mirror I just don’t feel the connection really, I feel like every time I wake up I’m more detached then the day before and I feel like I’m going down this bottomless pit forever and just keep disappearing. Sorry this is everywhere! But can someone tell me I’m not the only one and that I will get out of this ?
