am i really that weird

jc.. can you see yourself doing what your parents do? dont you think what they do is strange? youre not them so why do you care what they think? its hard because you live with them so you have to deal with their crap. your parents come from the 'real world'. but dont forget.. that 'real world' is 'THEIR WORLD' set up for them run by people like them that leaves no room for people like us. its an unfortunate reality. but dont think for a second that that world is the ONLY world. there IS a place for you jc. you just have to go out and find it. youre trying too hard to assimilate. thats whats screwing you up. youre trying to be something you arent. youre not your dad or your mum or your sister or your sisters kids. and what you need to realize is that YOU DONT HAVE TO BE! there is nothing wrong with who you are right now except how you see yourself. who cares what they think. what do you think? do you think you suck? well then theres your problem!! its your self image thats defeating you.