[Daneclark]

I've discovered that the idea that it might be possible to "quantum jump" makes an effective placebo for me. I think I'm very close to breaking free, but in order to do it correctly I need to make it a jump that makes it so that whether or not my being has been split into a bunch of different alternate realities is completely unanswerable. But to be cured, I also need to simplify everything into a single reality that's probably the one that's the most realistic and practical, and doing that would pretty much answer the thing that I said was supposed to be unanswerable. Someone PLEASE help me out, I'm SO close

 

[Mannyj715]

huh?

 

[Daneclark]

It's kinda like this: It's come to the point where the only way to get everything I want out of life I'd by being highly dissociated, but not being dissociated at all is one if the things I want

 

[dope]

Can you explain a bit better?

 

[Daneclark]

I have so many different overlapping identities that I can't tell any of them apart. The only way to make things feel "real" is by only anchoring myself to the one identity that is most practical and realistic, but that would mean giving up things that ive spent my entire life being absolutley passionate about, and as someone as aspergers those things are pretty much religious to me.

 

[Jpl89]

Multiple realities are still only a theory and new discoveries in quantum mechanics are starting to lean aeay from it. Maybe youre just bored of life. Go take an ice bath

 

[Daneclark]

I don't care if it's just a theory that's been disproven, it's the most effective placebo I've ever come up with, and if I could jut figure out how to handle the more dissonant parts of it

 

[Daneclark]

I think that what I need is a way of permanentley cementing the idea that I'm not supposed to understand how the future works, in a way that can't be deconstructed. But even if I could do that, rigidly cementing biases into my head is one of the things that causes the problems I'm trying to escape from in the first place