Almost 2 years with DP/DR

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yoloking123

Discussion Starter · Nov 19, 2017

Im sick and tired of this condition guys. Why does it exist? We have absolutly no idea why. I bet their are people out there who killed themselves over DP. I get really scared that one day this may drive me to kill myself. I just really feel like i have had this for so long and should have went away by now but no its still with me and yet i keep going and striving to get out. I know i havent lived the best life because before DP struck i was very depressed, and had bad social anxiety. I think this all happend because i never had a brother or a sister. Im an only child. Being an only child causes lonliness and depression. Marijuana may have triggered my dp but their was underlying causes for me to get this hellish disorder. Feeling numb and anxious/panicky and out of body 24/7 is not fun thats for sure and not being able to feel another persons presence. I cant stand it anymore! Why me? Why me? Why me God?

God please give me strength to recover from DP/DR

God has perfect knowledge of us, and all our thoughts and actions are open before him. It is more profitable to meditate on Divine truths, applying them to our own cases, and with hearts lifted to God in prayer, than with a curious or disputing frame of mind. That God knows all things, is omniscient; that he is every where, is omnipresent; are truths acknowledged by all, yet they are seldom rightly believed in by mankind. God takes strict notice of every step we take, every right

step and every by step. He knows what rule we walk by, what end we walk toward, what company we walk with. When I am withdrawn from all company, thou knowest what I have in my heart. There is not a vain word, not a good word, but thou knowest from what thought it came, and with what design it was uttered. Wherever we are, we are under the eye and hand of God. We cannot by searching find how God searches us out; nor do we know how we are known. Such thoughts should restrain us from sin.

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Bree123

· #2 · Nov 19, 2017

Hey. Me too. I've been in this episode a little over a year, and I had dpdr before, like 4 or 5 years ago, lasted 1-2 years. This time around started with marijuana. I'm an only child too, and I get lonely really easily. I have a history of mental illness, and dpdr is by far the worst. It's a vicious cycle, anxiety and depression make the dpdr worse, but then the dpdr makes me feel so depressed and anxious. I constantly wonder what I did to deserve this hell. Anyways, I am very sure people have killed themselves as a result of having dpdr. But stay strong, you'll get better one day. It's not a fun experience at all, but try to find joy in the little things in life, maybe that will help you feel happier.

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