[enngirl5]

Does anyone else get pissed off when they start feeling panicky and dp kicks in? It's like, I get rude to people I love because I just want to be alone because I don't want anyone to see me have a panic attack. So everyone thinks I just don't want them around but usually I do but I'm panicky. I've been having a bad time lately. For a week or so now and I'm getting fed up. I'm graduating in 3 weeks and am just sick of dealing with all this. I can't tell my doctor because he will just want to up the Celexa or Xanax. Isn't there a natural way to feel better? What should I do? I'm having a setback. I think its stress cause my family is always arguing lately but even on good days when they're not being a pain in the ass I still feel this way lately. :?

 

[Isobel]

yeah, i get this, its like i cant stand people looking at me, it makes me feel worse or people being aqaround me its like thweyere invading my space or something , i just wanna say Just **** off and get the hell out, its awful cause i dont want to feel like that and cant undertand why i do, and have no control over it

 

[Inflammed]

[quote name="enngirl5"]It's like, I get rude to people I love because I just want to be alone because I don't want anyone to see me have a panic attack. So everyone thinks I just don't want them around but usually I do but I'm panicky. I've been having a bad time lately. For a week or so now and I'm getting fed up

Totally, I feel like a savage beast fighting all the time against my own self.
Don't get in my way when I feel very bad, I think I could kill...lol, almost !