i feel like i wanna stay up all night and make blog posts on this site.
i've never ever ever vereve ever done anything like this even remotely. every action or word is outward.. always for the outside or to the outside
never doing anything for me, well not anything like this. i dontknow what im trying to say. i never wrote a poem or a song or wrote a journal or even drew anything for myself. opening up or expressing myself always feels like a show. always feels like a show. always. who am i