I recently tried Xanax and I thought it might have a positive effect on me but it ended up just making me feel dumber. I now have this consist feeling that some part of my brain is shut off. Like all my emotions are numbed and I don't get nostalgic feelings or good feeling from listening to music like I used to be able to. I had that feeling for around a week and then I used a juul and I got a very numbed and weird buzz its like the buzz wasn't there but the visual part was there. Now I have a mix of it I haven't used Xanax in two weeks and im kind of worried this feeling will stay for good. I made a post earlier about abusing Nicotine and how it made me feeling dumber and it did kind of a different feeling the Xanax gave me. i feel like the Nicotine feeling went away in around 3 months or my brain just got so used to the feeling it just ignored it. Im still trying to find someone who has the same kind of respond to drugs as I do. (I Got my Dp/DR from Weed) With all this juul/sourin stuff going on in high school I feel like at least one other person should have got the same thing as me or that my brain is just weird and is very sensitive. Thank you for reading.
Here is a post I wrote a while ago about nicotine if you want to check it out.
http://www.dpselfhelp.com/forum/index.php?/topic/77938-excessive-use-of-nicotine-made-me-dumb/?hl=nicotine
Here is a post I wrote a while ago about nicotine if you want to check it out.
http://www.dpselfhelp.com/forum/index.php?/topic/77938-excessive-use-of-nicotine-made-me-dumb/?hl=nicotine