[livinginhell333]

i'm so stupid i just bite like my arm kinda hard but it didn't hurt. i don't feel my skin i'm tired of this. good its not bleeding. i can't even tell if i'm bleeding cuz nothing hurts. i'm so tired of this. how in the world is this possible? really someone explain this shit. how is it possible to feel like this. to feel nothing physcially, mentally, emotionally, just feel like air. and everytime i try talkin to my family they get mad, i have no one to talk to. everything is a blur. EVERYTHING i want this to end. i mite be trying lamictal soon. i hope that helps but i don't know anymore. i'm tired of feeling dead. i just don't understand this. i actually feel mad tonight. just a little bit, but its still not helpin me feel back in my body. hell sucks. really really sucks. why can't things seem wonderful and beautiful anymore? i try to be positive but its really hard when your like this. i find it hard to talk to people cuz they don't seem real and i can't connect to them. i need a miracle. it doesn't even feel like i'm breathing. wtf!!

 

[Imagine]

Yup. We are both in the same boat.

I don't know where to run now. Sleep is my only option.

 

[Guest]

I don't understand the point of this post

 

[flowingly]

You're not alone. My daily goal is to try and remain positive, but we all have our moments. It's horrifying, but keep in mind that when the worst seems to happen...you've gotten through them before, and you will again

 

[Martinelv]

The point of this post is that Livinghell is pouring out his terror, his desperation, and screaming for help.

 

[Guest]

Martin thanks for the clarification because I honestly wasn't sure.

Livinghell, its all understandable man

Ive been pouring out my fear and desperation as of late as well

 

[Guest]

maybe you could just use some reasurance man.

You seem like you bring yourself down....

You said you feel dead and you feel nothing?

but you said you FEEL dead... thats a feeling right? Go out to the movies with a friend i bet youllfeel a lot better.

Whats the worst that could happen...?[/i]