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I don't know if this is a common symptom of dpdr but I'm afraid of living. I am really sick of the comfort zone yet thinking of changes and improvement makes me so worried. I am starting my first job on Monday and i feel terribly anxious. My derealized brain makes me think about myself as of someone who is incapable of anything and it sticks to past experiences and people. Anything or anyone I've already known is okay, it's just new people and things that are scary. That makes my anxiety worse. Everybody can tell I am upset and my first impression at job interviews is awful, I feel so awkward.