[Guest]

Hey guys/girls Im curious and I just wanted to know, when you have depersonalization, is it like for example you can look at your hands and it would turn into an airplane, or when your walking down the street, you would feel like your walking on clouds when is only a sidewalk? I would like to know more about depersonalization.

Before of anything, I do not see nor hear things. Nor feel like someone is out to get me, and I dont feel like killing myself.

Please reply back

 

[M A R S]

For me it would be like a fear that your hands would turn in to an air plane. You know that could never happen.. BUT WHAT IF?

I have a constant fear of everything. I feel like my sourondings are just not right. Or like i cant believe this is my life. I freak out that ill forget things and people tho i never do.

I know its all anxiety. I just cant get a grip on it. I feel like i just want to run away or like a fear that i'm going to slip in a different dimension.

 

[Guest]

What about your surroundings? Do you start seeing things like objects would morph into something but yet its just sitting there? And about the surroundings. Do they tend to look weird? How do you know that you have been digonased with depersonalization?

As for me, again I dont see things nor hear things. My surrroundings are normal and I dont look at my hands and it turns into anything. I had experience smoking weed. The only thing Im going through right now is my mind feels tired and so does my body. I feel lazy and I dont wanna do anything and when I go into a bedroom, everything seems more brighter and sharper. I guess my perception has been changed a bit but I dont feel like Im trapped in a dream or nightmare. So that means that I dont have depersonalization?

 

[M A R S]

Things never change in any way. I have never had any kind of hullcinations. I have intense fear that this might happen but in all of my 31 years it never has.

The feeling of things not right is more like a fear based in they way i feel about my surroundings. But never loosing contact with reality. Only familiar places and people spawn anxiety for me.

I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder due to the death of my mother and brothers and other horrific issues such as being mauled by at pit bull when i was 8 years old.

DP/DR is a symptom of my disorder, its all based in anxiety and fear for me.

Are you having issues with hallucinations?

 

[Guest]

No I dont hallucinate. I never have from my experience with cannabis. I was never a daily smoker never. I nevered smoked everyday. I was an occiasonal smoker who smoked like every couple of weeks to a few months. I stopped on November of 2004. I started when I was 18 (Im 20 now) then I tried it for the last time in august 6 2005. The same day I smoked a lil bit of hash. Ever since then my head would have really bad headache and I thought I was going to go crazy. My mind couldnt keep focus at all. I rushed myself to a hospital one day and all the docs were telling me its anxiety. I was given this ativan pill and it calmed it down for awhile. I dont get those crazy headaches as much anymore but my mind doesnt keep 100% focus, like it feels like its tired. So does my body. And everything seems more brighter and sharper. Thats all.

And I think its all anxiety cause I had a drug test and Im totally clean.

 

[M A R S]

It sounds like a little bit of DR/DP and anxiety. I have been to the ER from freak outs associated with weed more times than i can count.

 

[Guest]

Nothing seems dreamy though. You sure I have DP/DR? Plus I dont get fear of anything.

 

[M A R S]

It would be best to ask a Dr. or some kind of mental health professional.

 

[livinginhell333]

well for me in just not here gone completely. not in my body can't feel life at all, can't grasp reality, also whenever i do any sort of movement like walking, talking, picking up something, running, whatever it doesn't seem like i'm doing it and i also don't feel the ground or the floor kinda just like i am walking on air constantly. and i also don't really feel any pain, and if i do it doesn't hurt.