[livinginhell333]

well today is saturday and i really miss feeling what a saturday feels like. every day feels the freakin same. its horrible. anyways the reason why i can't get back in reality is because i think i'm scared of it, and i don't want to be scared and thats keeping me here in unreality and keeping me from feeling anything at all, whether it be physical or emotional, but the thing is i really want to be in reality, i'm not really scared of it, or maybe i am? and thats the reason. i want to be back in my body or at least feel some emotion to make me feel more alive espiacially some sort of excitement. i don't know. i don't have any explanations.

 

[Sojourner]

What country do you live in?

 

[maria]

yeah, so many things have lost their meaning. There's no difference between monday and friday, summer and winter feel the same. Awful.

 

[livinginhell333]

i live in the united states. well actually i live in a nightmare if you want the truth.

 

[Sojourner]

Do you work or go to school? Have you sought out help?