[Manic D]

It's called "Lucid Daydream." You can listen to it here:

http://www.myspace.com/manicd

I hope you guys understand it and feel it...

 

[sleepingbeauty]

you're very talented. thanks for sharing. i see your friend fogatron is a vegan. nice to see there are more of us out there.

 

[Manic D]

thanks i just hope it lets some other people know we're out there...and gives some of us (myself included) some strength.

 

[Eurythmic]

you have amazing talent, i think that was a fantastic expression of what this dp thing feels like, i think expression and creativity that we can use to express our minds, has to be some form of positive relief, keep going with the music, its fantastic.
El
Xx

 

[M A R S]

Amazing stuff, i love this! GOOD SHIT! How can i get this as an MP3? CD? Please let me know..

 

[Manic D]

If anybody here wants this in an MP3 e-mail me and I'll send you a link to download it. It'll also be on an album coming out soon but I'm not trying to sell that shit or self promote here. It just makes me feel good that you guys like it.

 

[Martinelv]

i see your friend fogatron is a vegan. nice to see there are more of us out there

Don't get me started. Just don't get me started.

Cool music, incidently.

 

[terri*]

I just listened to your song. I'm glad you posted it here. I love the piano in the background. I wish that the lyrics were there so I could understand all the words. I am an old woman with DR, hearing that I believe is starting to fade out, a slow brain, and perimenopausal which just intensifies the whole damn mess. :shock:

So, any chance of getting the lyrics, so that I may sing along with one of the first rap songs I "get" ?

Really, thanks for the post.
terri

 

[Martinelv]

I am an old woman with DR, hearing that I believe is starting to fade out, a slow brain, and perimenopausal which just intensifies the whole damn mess

Terri*, word of advice. If you ever find yourself in the desperate situation of having to put up a personal ad to find a partner, think carefully before you write it.

 

[Manic D]

Here's the lyrics:

I Live as if I could never get any better
I?m ingesting medicines with negative benefits
in bed with sexless side effects that just snip
the tether it?s cleverly poetic
I accept this sentence
just would you please explain the sentiment
I?m not quite dead enough to forget about how things were before
confused and used up on the floor a cautionary metaphor
a symbolic offering I?m awfully sorry okay
please don?t leave me lonely lost in the crowd at the end of that day

(Chorus)
In a lucid daydream on the outside looking in thinking ?bout what I could?ve been
just a good kid thinking this is not the way that it should?ve been
wishing that it would?ve been different but it isn?t
what I wouldn?t give to live to put an end to this bitterness
pressing the tape rewind
but me and my fellow psychos will probably be strange til the day we die

I can?t say what I want cause there aren?t any words to describe
the irreversible exquisite cursive applied to the stony surface inside
the curves of my mind blurring the lines
between the hearse that I drive and my refurbished purpose in life
cause a person can die and still walk around like they?re not
dropped
they heard the blast kept moving and didn?t notice they got
shot
just automatic mechanical chemical responses
I?ve never met a ghost that wasn?t me this house is haunted

(Chorus)

and there?s nothing left to say cause talking bout it makes it worse
so I?ll pretend like I?m not cursed go home and write some happy verses
that people might like to hear while they drink and don?t really listen
why I?m even pissing in the wind it?s really it?s silly isn?t it
I fill the prescription to try and kill this affliction still I?m iller
filled with contrition from the demolition yes I admit that I did it
there?s no reason to pity self inflicted wounds
I bruised the temple now I?m losing my will to fix it

(Chorus)

?Cause the spackling paste they slap in face fills up
the cracks but it masks what it lays over like plastic wrap
what a fantastic trap they laid now I?m dazed traipsing
with strained shoulders under the weight of this internal battle between black and grey soldiers
when the day?s over I pray but can?t seem believe it in my heart
I wish that Jesus walked with me but it?s just hard for me
to feel anything apart from this sorrowful dream that I?m stuck in
feeling nothing numb disgusting fuck it man I?ve had just enough in

(Chorus x2)

 

[Guest]

Manic good song homie

I needa make a similar type of song, but for some reason I haven't felt the want to write about my mental issues in full detail yet.

We need to collab

Peace

 

[terri*]

Hi Manic,

Thanks for posting the lyrics. They do describe where we are. Again, I really like the haunting piano melody in the back.

Martin...As SleepingBeauty said...This is the mess that is me. lol. Thank God I am past looking for someone.

Great lyrics, thanks.
terri

 

[lyssy]

you are amazing.... i love the song

 

[Manic D]

You guys are making me feel good. I really appreciate all the kind words.

 

[M A R S]

I have listened to this song over and over again all night. Good stuff man..

Like this song and how you feel is what i try to reflect in my art...

http://www.broadbandreports.com/pics/di ... 0?folder=0

http://www.smcomtech.com/mark/

Keep up the good work man!

 

[Eurythmic]

hey spaceplex1111,
I loved your photos, my favourite was probably the one of the leaves reflected in the bonnet of your car, i thought that was beautiful. Where you live looks so fantastic, out with nature, i get such strong feelings that i should be out there too, enjoying being a part of the world that surronds us.
I also checked out your brothers website and looked as his art, which is equally amazing and intricate, i was most intruiged by the quote on the homepage that suggested he had expereince of past lives and lets them flood through him to help with his art:
"Daniel considers himself an old spirit who has lived many lives and died many deaths. The Heavens help him to remember , life after life .Spirits of the deceased work thru him. "
I, like every other human on this bizarre planet are searching for meanings within this world, and i know this iis rude, but i was wondering what your views were on this, and what kind of things your brother goes through experiencing these past lives. Its a subject i'm finding very interesting at the moment.
Please, dont feel you have to reply to my post, i'm fully aware that it is veyr probing, thank you anyway!
el
Xxx