[falling_free]

Sometimes i feel like I want to give out an almighty scream , I feel like there is this huge scream inside me, like having the weight of the world on my shoulders that I want lifted.

I feel like their is anguish here that I cannot heal.

Like im waiting to wake up and be released from all the weight of the world, and the anxiety that the depersonlisation brings.

I spose what im talking about is a kind of rebirth, the old me giving way to a new positive 'me'. Getting rid of all the layers of complexity that ive devolped, that I haven't the faintiest fucking clue as to what the source is.

Im rambling, I don't really have a point, just a ramble.

 

[Guest]

Start screaming and let me know if it helps because if it does, I will be right there with you my friend.
Kate

 

[orangeaid]

I am so depressed and frustrated with everything right now I feel like shit.

Im moving away to college I miss my town my family friends. I just met a girl I really like and I have 1 week left with her and I know thats it, and she will probably be out of my life for ever...

I just like to go in my car listen to music drive around, and it gets to the point where sometimes I just SCREAM!!!!!!!!!! as loud as I can. I yell ot the point where it hurts my throat.

Egh. All I feel like doing any more is crying, I dont want to do anything at all. All i really want to do is to be with that one person that makes me really happy and i realize shes about to leave my life. Dp/dr makes me so frustrated, I feel so worthless, as if i have nothing to offer. I am not productive.

I dont like talking about things for the sake of self pitty, but it feels better to vent.

But screaming makes me feel good, its almost the fact that I and not my subconcious mind is in control of things for that moment.

 

[Sojourner]

Don't either of you know how to write? Heh. I know YOU do. Write letters!!
She doesn't have to be out of your life forever! No way, if you are really good friends.

:wink: