ok...the good news is that i have recovered from dp/dr. I had it for 5 years straight (from drug use) and the fog has lifted.
the bad news is that im on so many drugs (which, granted, have contributed to my recovery) that i feel emotionally numb. I dont feel any highs or lows anymore.
question is, what should i do? i fear that decreasing meds will bring about the return of the dp which took so long to conquer. However, maintaining my current program will only perpetuate this numbness.
any thoughts?
the bad news is that im on so many drugs (which, granted, have contributed to my recovery) that i feel emotionally numb. I dont feel any highs or lows anymore.
question is, what should i do? i fear that decreasing meds will bring about the return of the dp which took so long to conquer. However, maintaining my current program will only perpetuate this numbness.
any thoughts?