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·Sociopaths only use their "heads", all other components of awareness are switched off, including CONSCIENCE.
My head is switched off. A blank turned off TV.
I'm running on petrol from my gut, a swirling mass of dark emotional fuel.
I'm trying my HARDEST to write in a cerebral fashion. It's the only way I'll get well.
My lack of Analytical thought (That BARRIER of thought that helps you make judgement calls), was wiped when I was 5, so I am very loose on "normal" thinking tonight. My judgement of ANYTHING is "observation" only, basic pictures. I'm being cerebral (as cerebral as possible) so that I can try to link better as a full human, and not exhaust and stress myself all day, like I've done for my whole life.
No-one is answering me here tonight. My anxiety is rising and rising, bubbling and bubbling like hot steam in my gut as I smother it into a forgotten ball. It hurts.
Cerebral Ghost is here. And everyone is departed. If I am well, does it rub everyone up the wrong way? I dont know how you percieve me. I just "am", I have no clue of anything
Do I have to act like an emotional animal AGAIN? And flounder miserably???
I hope I haven't made a spelling mistake.. They kill me
Do I make people tired when I write like this? I've had extreme fatigue since I was 14 and no-one cared.
Is it OK if I stop "running on emotion", or is there some kind of unspoken DEAL here?
I'm purely emotional, and have no judgement, can someone "lead" me clear? Or not
My head is switched off. A blank turned off TV.
I'm running on petrol from my gut, a swirling mass of dark emotional fuel.
I'm trying my HARDEST to write in a cerebral fashion. It's the only way I'll get well.
My lack of Analytical thought (That BARRIER of thought that helps you make judgement calls), was wiped when I was 5, so I am very loose on "normal" thinking tonight. My judgement of ANYTHING is "observation" only, basic pictures. I'm being cerebral (as cerebral as possible) so that I can try to link better as a full human, and not exhaust and stress myself all day, like I've done for my whole life.
No-one is answering me here tonight. My anxiety is rising and rising, bubbling and bubbling like hot steam in my gut as I smother it into a forgotten ball. It hurts.
Cerebral Ghost is here. And everyone is departed. If I am well, does it rub everyone up the wrong way? I dont know how you percieve me. I just "am", I have no clue of anything
Do I have to act like an emotional animal AGAIN? And flounder miserably???
I hope I haven't made a spelling mistake.. They kill me
Do I make people tired when I write like this? I've had extreme fatigue since I was 14 and no-one cared.
Is it OK if I stop "running on emotion", or is there some kind of unspoken DEAL here?
I'm purely emotional, and have no judgement, can someone "lead" me clear? Or not
