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Wow, I've never thought to describe things this way, but that just about nailed it.
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Yeah i feel like every moment is gone before i can fully comprehend it. I don't know if i feel like i'm on autpilot though. I almost feel like i'm in an extreme mode of manual. I don't have any intuition or a feeling of rightness about anything. I must manually create all my feelings. Every action and word must be created out of cold logical thought, no feelings. It isn't really even logical thought though, its confused, scattered pieces of thought.
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i have a question can we really have anxiety even if we don't feel anxious?
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I need the answer to that too!livinginhell333 said:
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·To Topic: I know this very well too. But this goes for everything. Thoughts, sounds, visuals and bringing them all together itself. But sometimes it's not just like not having them experienced, then it's almost more like a gap and if I concentrate on it it feels like I couldnt get much from the senses into my head at all.
To anxiety: But if I look at people with neurosis, they tell their selfs that they are anxious and it's recognizeable triggered by specific situations....?
To anxiety: But if I look at people with neurosis, they tell their selfs that they are anxious and it's recognizeable triggered by specific situations....?
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·so if there is a constant state of anxiety than i suppose ive been trapped in the "constant" state of autopilot as you so beautifully worded it... i feel the "moment away" feeling on a regular basis... what creeps me out is that i grow numb to this as well and stay in robot mode so hardcore that i find this normal until an even HEAVIER feeling with an even THICKER foggy sensation "wakes"me up to realizing this. Then its all compounded and i feel even more trapped and scared. does that even make sense?
p.s. i just found this site tonight .. its comforting to know you all exist out there somewhere
p.s. i just found this site tonight .. its comforting to know you all exist out there somewhere
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you think adderall can help i was thinkin about that, i'm not sure if i have add, but b4 this i had add like symtoms you know being really silly random lots of energy couldn't sit still all the time, had to be doing something.
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On adderall...
Well, it helped me with my "lack of thought," it definitely sped up my brain, and everything else. I thought it was fun for recreation... It made me feel sort of bipolar, my thoughts we racing and I was really happy and then i pretty much crashed and felt really crappy, my heart raced and I starting anxiously questioning why I was living and wanted to die. I would------ recommend trying it, but it didn't work for me. I heard it can cause psychosis and so I don't take it anymore. I was using someone else's prescription anyway.
Well, it helped me with my "lack of thought," it definitely sped up my brain, and everything else. I thought it was fun for recreation... It made me feel sort of bipolar, my thoughts we racing and I was really happy and then i pretty much crashed and felt really crappy, my heart raced and I starting anxiously questioning why I was living and wanted to die. I would------ recommend trying it, but it didn't work for me. I heard it can cause psychosis and so I don't take it anymore. I was using someone else's prescription anyway.
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