I’m just very confused and have been lurking on this site for a while now and although I’ve experienced some of what others have I’ve never related closely to anyone’s symptoms. For instance I believe that I only have derealization. Or primarily derealization. I can feel that I am myself and can slightly feel the people around me just not as much as I used to. I can feel love for my girlfriend and for my family but things just don’t look right. When this began I was extremely physically anxious however I was able to function. Now the anxiety has lifted somewhat although I’m still scared I’ll feel like this forever. Even though the anxiety has become less persistent the visual disconnect from the rest of the world isn’t still just as persistent. Hopefully someone can tell me if this sounds like the process in recovery or if it is a good sign.