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Hey my name is Rina I’m 30 years old and I’ve had dp since I was 9 years old.. I’ve gone through a lot of trauma and mental and sexual abuse prior to my first time and I remember describing it to my mom when I told her “ I feel like I’m dreaming” at the beginning honestly I though it was all in my head... but when I found other people describing the exact thing that I was feeling I went like “hey I guess I wasn’t going crazy after all” but here’s the catch.... IT NEVER ENDS! I get clear for a day or two or even half a day every 5 years... I don’t know how to get out of it I’m a wreck... please PLEASE! if you figured something out on how to deal with it (no meds) tell me because I can’t live my life like this any more.. I can’t feel the happy times or the sad and most of the time because I don’t feel anything I end up going out of character... please anyone .. help?