Do you know what it feels like To lay in bed Staring at the ceiling Barely breathing Alive, But not living?

The place I close my eyes, I close my eyes and I find myself in a mad mad place. I close my eyes and the pain remains, you can open your eyes but the place remains. I close my eyes and I find myself in a place that shouldn't be a place. You can open, flash, your awe struck eyes, but still the...