venting

Hi everyone, I hope non of you feels this way now, but I was hoping for an advice for my own struggles. Even though I've gotten better the past few years, it's still too hard, and in the last couple of days I've been more dangerously playing with the idea of killing myself in some way or...

a marathon back. I felt a bit better all last week, however I now feel like my brain was going 'haha, just kidding!' and I feel horrible again. Just can't see a way out of this :(

Today I feel upset, upset at this site and the people on it. I read through so many different posts, threads, and comments, all indicating that they KNOW the cause and cure for Depersonalization. These FACTS are handed out like candy to everyone who is scared, nervous, and in a state of...