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  1. Discussion
    I've fought with depersonalization for about 6 years now first it started with little "episodes" of feeling a cartoonish high (I would just brush it off) but then it got to a point where it was more often. Then it just turned into 24/7. I reached what I thought was rock bottom,but I was able to...
  2. Recovery Stories
    I've fought with depersonalization for about 6 years now first it started with little "episodes" of feeling a cartoonish high (I would just brush it off) but then it got to a point where it was more often. Then it just turned into 24/7. I reached what I thought was rock bottom,but I was able to...
  3. The Daily Forum
    I've had dp/dr for over 3 years and have always handled it. But my anxiety has been acting up the past few months and everything that was going on, has just progressed. I have so much fear for myself and my mind. I'm so alone, the 2 people that I loved the most left in the same night. No one...
  4. Treatment Options
    5 and 1/2 years ago I smoked marijuana with a friend of mine. We were sitting on his garage floor passing a joint back and forth..and then it happened. Everything became delayed, my vision became of that of a stobe light, and I felt completely removed (hovering) above my body. I panicked and...
  5. Discussion
    Hey, I know existentialism is common with DP/DR, but is questioning other things a part of it too? Like questioning the concept of something you've never really thought about to the point where is becomes meaningless and makes no sense anymore. I'm so tired. I just want the world to make sense...
  6. The Daily Forum
    Me and my boyfriend have been together more than 3 years, today (valentines day) we agreed to go out to dinner when I got off work, I politely asked for only two things before I left for work: "dress fancy, and don't consume any alcohol". The reason I asked these two things I because he has a...
  7. The Daily Forum
    I have dreams of having schizophrenia every night. I have a boyfriend who yells at me for being tired and sad all of the time. He doesn't understand how I feel so he puts more pressure on me, but I panic when I think of the relationship ending. I have a mother that demotes my feelings because my...
  8. Discussion
    I am so sick of everything it would be so much easier if i could just die right now literally. I broke up with my boyfriend my mum is dying and to top it off this fucking depersonilization wont go away no matter what. Everyone says oh just stop thinking about it keep yourself occupied and it...
  9. Discussion
    I cant help but feel angry about feeling like this. I have good and bad days and i am just sick of it! I want to have normal days everyday but i have not even felt normal for months now and its driving me crazy! I just want to feel myself again.. I miss the old me. The feeling of not really...
  10. Discussion
    Hello everyone, Yesturday morning my father passed away at 58 years old. The news rendered me still. shocked, i am still shocked. i can't even think about my own depression, my own anxiety, my own dp, my own dr. all i can think about is nothing really. Im not saying nothing in a bad way...
  11. Discussion
    i cant stop crying, she says she doesnt want to be with anyone else but she doesnt want to be with me. I keep forcing myself to be sad idk to get the emotion out. I cry so hard tho if i think of the good times, idk if my reason to end it was legitimate. I just dont know anymore. Im gonna be...
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  12. Mental & Physical Health
    Have you ever felt so gloomy/sad/lonely/depressed like no one really cares about how you feel? I used to feel that way, when I suffered from OCD around age 12. I thought that my parents don´t really love me, and when some of them made a joke about for example not giving me a gift for my...
  13. Discussion
    Hey guys a thought I always get is it even worth pretending that one is Normal when you have a disease like dp or Dr in the first place? Like with my versions of the two I always feel that I don't have a genuine sense of self to even have stylistic preferences or anything like that. And I also...
  14. Introduce Yourself
    I'm getting very annoyed with my life. I don't feel like I'm doing day to day things and I'm just sat back watching heverything. It's really annoying!! I always think about how im just a brain and it scares me. I used to think that I was just my body. But know I feel like my body isn't mine I'm...
  15. Discussion
    Hey guys im new on this forum, and i literally just found out that i have dr/dp (mostly dr). I have been battling my thoughts sensations, and even feeling alien to feeling, as many of you do. I keep reading around that putting what i feel into words with my subjective experience of...
  16. The Daily Forum
    Today, my DR is so bad. I cant even recognize my neighborhood. I'm extremely irritable and tired. I have zero concentration and no happy emotions. Everything just feels so bland. I thought I was making progress.... What happened.:( I was doing so well. I'll never get over this, will I? God, I...
  17. Discussion
    ever since i was a young girl i could remember not feeling real, i use to go in and out of this 'depersonalization' feeling for about 2-3 seconds and i thought it was normal, i would tell my friends and they wouldnt understand and i just thought they were weird and didnt think much of it, as i...
  18. Introduce Yourself
    Ok so I am 18 years old now an I don't remember exactly when I got this disorder as I'm sure a lot of u can relate lol but I think I i got it about 2 years ago. I got it from smoking I think though and I have a few things that I went through when I was younger but I feel completely lost I feel...
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