Feeling good makes me feel bad
Because I may no longer deny that something is wrong
I cannot ignore my wounded mind
These thoughts don't belong to me
It's heavy to take another step
This weighted air makes me suffocate
I breathe it in
I step forward
Without knowing where...
Warning; very long and super gloomy.
A burning in the heart, a tearing of the mind.
Where to start, when one's so confined?
Merely existing; a burden to bear.
Severely twisting; a hurdle I swear.
Exhausting, this plain of vegetation.
Thus costing one more than observation.
Mingled and sly is...
I close my eyes, I close my eyes and I find myself in a mad mad place.
I close my eyes and the pain remains, you can open your eyes but the place remains.
I close my eyes and I find myself in a place that shouldn't be a place.
You can open, flash, your awe struck eyes, but still the...