I figured one, bigger-than-life mechanism in the human body. (This is said on this topic cos we sufferers here can use it later*.)
So, 3 weeks ago, when I became aware of that mechanism, from that point on my suffering is driving downhill: everything are aligning.
* The future topic...
I have written a poem which I think describes what I am feeling these days as best as I can. Please let me know what you think.
As eyes stare at the rain, they lie
A shell they detect, yet is despised
Laughter the eyes hear but nothing is felt
Orbiting the shoulders the Universe...