After taking the weed supplement I suffered with dp but still had emotions and quick wits. Then o had a panic attack and now I can't feel shit. Everyone. In my funny naturally has quick wits and is funny. But I've lost all of it. I don't even remember how grounded I was before but it was way...

I'm scared of leaving the house to go to school for a number of reasons but one of them is because I'm scared that I'm going to completely forget who I am. When I'm walking around school I have to say my name and where I live in my head just to check if I remember. I'm also scared of forgetting...

I really want to recover but I'm not sure if I'm recovering now or if the DP and dr are getting worse. It's almost as if I'm depersonalising from the depersonalisation. Am I doing that? Or am I entering finally the real mind set and thinking that having depersonalisation was weird ? :S