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Hi, For the past year and a half I have been living with so called depersonalization, anxiety and severe depression. However, I have noted that my symptoms have been progressing and worsening at an alarming rate. I have always been an anxious person ever since I was a little kid. I would have...

I have dreams of having schizophrenia every night. I have a boyfriend who yells at me for being tired and sad all of the time. He doesn't understand how I feel so he puts more pressure on me, but I panic when I think of the relationship ending. I have a mother that demotes my feelings because my...

My eyes feel so numbish like they are not there when I blink and no matter how tight I squeeze them. I've had this non stop for a while but they keep feeling number and it's at a point I'm terrified. Kind of like non existent eyes/ floaty hollow....i don't know, damn disturbing. I have a "numb"...

Hey! to who is ever is reading this and thank you. I've had depersonalization for 5 years brought on by weed and It was all the typical symptoms. February 2013 was when slowly day by day I would think about it and it grew stronger and stronger. On July 2013, I suffered a huge panic attack. I was...

Hi guys ! My name is Mayur Saini and i am from India, i would like to ask you about my disorder, which is having following symptoms: 1. No thought process 2. Blank Mind 3. No expreience of emotions 4. Feeling Numb 5. Feeling like there is nothing in my head, empty head 6. I dont have...

I am wondering if anyone else has the "Flat affect"? I know I do, and sometimes I think it creeps people out. I am very harmless but I can totally understand how creepy or odd someone would appear if they looked flat lined like I do haha. I have always had the flat affect since my teen years and...

Hey everyone, I am feeling that I may be dealing with something different than most people on here. Years and years ago I had major anxiety and panic attacks that lead me in and out of the emergency room. For the past year and a half I havent had any anxiety, panic attacks, or fear at all...

I dealt with DP during my senior year of college at the age of 21. I had one semester of school to finish and it got to the point I had to take a semester off to get my head straight. It was the scariest thing I dealt with in my life. I had a lot of social anxiety, racing thoughts, ringing ears...

Hi...I'm new here... I don't really know where to begin because my situation with DP is complicated and I can hardly put it into words. But I guess I'm desperate for any insight at this point... I'm sick of feeling like a puppet on strings. Empty. Detached. Drained. Dull. Surreal. Numb. Alone...

I have written a poem which I think describes what I am feeling these days as best as I can. Please let me know what you think. My shell As eyes stare at the rain, they lie A shell they detect, yet is despised Laughter the eyes hear but nothing is felt Orbiting the shoulders the Universe...

I'm really sorry that all of you have to struggle with this sh*t. Everyday is like hell. Feeling trapped in your head? MAN! For someone who never expierienced this, this sounds f*cking peculiar. All of you guys are very emotional, indluding me. Face the facts. We are all very deep inside...

The numbness is the same every day. Emotions, thoughts, observations.. I am numb to it all. I only feel deep sadness, and I feel a lifted sense of self when I talk to one individual who understands. I can't seem to make the numbness go away, it's always constant, like a heartbeat. Although...

I have been getting severe panic attacks. I am shaking on the daily. This has nothing to do with depersonalization, but, it VERY much makes my depersonalization way worse. It's hard to cope, hard to grasp a sense of self, and so on. I can't quite feel real, I only feel when I get these panic...

Hello, My name is Disco (short for Disconnect) I'm not really sure if this is the right place for me. As you see from this topic's tags, I would classify myself, in general, as "apathetic", "content", and sometimes "numb". I went through the "Relate to these symptoms" threads and my relation...

Hi everyone, I'm new to this forum. I have been browsing the discussions on here for the past few weeks as my experiences with depersonlization have started to become more frequent and it's really started to worry me. My main concern with my depersonalization is that it only seems to become...

I fear that meds will make me even more numb than I am now. I feel like the inner me that I hanged on to during the panic attacks, the only thing that made me feel good the day later is gone. I feel like a zombie. I can't even feel my own mind or thoughts and I feel like about to lose my head...

So, I've been thinking about my recovery a lot lately and it may have drove me into a slight relapse. Which is fine, I know that's expected several times before full recovery begins. But, what's gotten me worried is... Maybe I'm not recovering. Maybe I've just been positive about recovery so my...

I exaggerate when I say superpowers, but I've had this derealization/depersonalization for a long time now and I've become pretty much completely senseless. And what I mean with the "senseless superpower" thing is I've noticed things I can do because of how numb I am and I'm wondering if this is...

I haven't posted since the summer but I'm desperate for help. My lost lasting most concerning symptom feels like its getting worse and won't go away. My body literally feels numb in the sense I can see it but can't feel it's presence. I can still feel when something touches me but it's very...