Egen though N20 is an dissociative, everytime I take a balloon, for a few seconds, I am completely free from DP. The world, and my mind, is 3D again. I have that indescribable feeling of being ME again, I can have complex thoughts and get a deep understanding of myself and reality. For a few...

Prior history: I first experienced dpdr roughly 10 years ago after trying a very small amount of ecstasy. I went through numerous tests at the hospital and everything came back clear. I eventually was not bothered by it and lived somewhat normally for years without even thinking about the term...

So I posted a couple months ago about my experience with general anesthesia (tonsillectomy) and how that affected my DP. At this point, I've had DP for about 17 months. It has slowly gotten better Just last week I got my wisdom teeth taken out (all four, impacted). I knew I'd be "knocked out"...