Hi everyone, My name is Niek, 15 years old and I'm suffering from Depersonalization Disorder. I'm pretty new to this forum and i wanted to share my story since there is something weird i haven't found in any other stories. My DP was introduced when i started smoking weed. When i first smoked...

ID be sat in class or anywhere where I'd feel stuck or anywhere that'll give me time to think. It's like my brain is against me and is like whooo now I can think scary things. I start feeling trapped inside my body, like im just looking at everything that's going on. And then I get so many...

I fear that meds will make me even more numb than I am now. I feel like the inner me that I hanged on to during the panic attacks, the only thing that made me feel good the day later is gone. I feel like a zombie. I can't even feel my own mind or thoughts and I feel like about to lose my head...