In my worst times (means when I´m in constant anxiety or DP/DR) I feel like it is not possible to live like this. I feel like I can´t make it throug another day, so how could I live like this ?(Because it feels like it is not going to end). And than a year later I realize "I am still here". I...

Have you ever felt so gloomy/sad/lonely/depressed like no one really cares about how you feel? I used to feel that way, when I suffered from OCD around age 12. I thought that my parents don´t really love me, and when some of them made a joke about for example not giving me a gift for my...