In my 20s I used magic mushrooms and had great experiences, no bad trips. And evertime I tripped on them, there was one common description I used for the experience. "I felt the most connected I had ever felt to the world" So my question, am I wrong in thinking MAYBE I could snap myself back...

Hello. I need help. I am not feeling good, I am not sure what I am experiencing right now and I am absolutely terrified. I need to know what is happening. This is my story. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A BAD TRIP...

LSD taught me that you have no control over how tired you are. It also taught me what it means to hallucinate; not to see what's not there but to see what's already there but you never noticed, or what is still but looks like it's moving. It also made me feel like everything is connected. Like...

Hello. I am currently recovering from depersonalization that started about 26 months ago that was triggered by me smoking weed. It was really intense for about a year and a half, but I have noticed it has gotten better. I am still really depressed, but before I got depersonalization I always...

Dear dpselfhelp, I first stumbled upon this disorder a year ago in the middle of my 4-sessions-per-week psychoanalysis. I started psychoanalysis at the age of 17 primarily because of social withdrawal. My own social problems became so bad at the end of high school that I dropped out, got a job...

I used to be a good girl, going to church 3 times a week and teaching the word of God to my friends. I began to notice how sheltered I was and wanted to get out and live a little. My and my boyfriend went to a party and only had enough money for some acid. The drug dealer gave us a deal and said...

I just recently came across the term depersonalization when googling my symptoms. I know I've had this since I was very young. There would be days when I would go to school feeling as if I was dreaming. I felt like my head was in the clouds and I remember telling my best friend on one occasion...

Hi.... Okay, so this is my first post on this forum, on any forum in fact. I am however a chronic reader of the website and have read my way through hundreds if not thousands of threads to search for answers. Considering this (what I assume is derealisation and maybe slight depersonalisation)...

Before I start... I just want to thank you so much for reading this. This is the scariest thing I've ever had happen to me in my life and the comfort I get from knowing that someone else had/is having the same experience as me is invaluable. I'm 24 years old, have a boyfriend of 5 years...

My boyfriend will have his house to himself for a few weeks. He says this would be the perfect time to trip on LSD with him. He also has DP, and has experience with hallucinogens. He thinks we'd have a beautiful experience together and says he'd help me through my first trip. I do want to drop...