hell

i'm brave and patient that i can't believe it !!! 1.i forget almost all of my life memories exept the scary ones 2.i got blank minded then readed creepypasta stories and now i got nightmares and panic attacks so i can't sleep 3.a benign tumor stared growing in the back of my neck 4.i can't get...

I had DP for a good 2 and a half weeks but then it sorta lifted. I just had a feeling of things being 'wrong' and a feeling that I couldn't put my finger on. My body felt weird and alien. I was detached from my emotions. Well it started to lift but then these philosophical, metaphysical and...

Title speaks for itself. First time I got my panic attack i had some instant realization that i've been in hell all this time and that, this is what it looks like. Not the figurative bullshit people refer to when they don't really mean it. I think I'm genuinely in christian hell or whatever...