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The context: Ok so, briefly nearly 5 month ago I got alcohol poisoning/too much alcohol during a party. Woke up the next day sick and vomiting multiple time, and then go back to sleep. Wake up the next morning with sort of like Depersonalization/Derealization or strange perception. Thought it...

Hi everyone, first of all, I am so thankful that I found this platform. The story I´m about to tell really fucked me up from February till today and I think it will affect my future romantic relationships a lot. Finding some stories about people who dated someone with DPDR made me feel less...

Hi everyone, I’m so new to this but I found this site on Google and am somewhat relieved that after months of being terrified that I was actually going insane, other people experience this too. I’m in therapy and my therapist truly believes that I’m experiencing dp/dr as a result of me healing...

So how it started: We’ll pretty much, after a break up felt depressed so decided to join university to occupy my mind. University causes more stress a lot more. Alongside this I cared for my family carrying out the duties day to day. All my feelings emotions kept them inside of me it didn’t...

Two years ago, I'm pretty sure I came down with COVID. This was right before COVID hit the U.S., before quarantine, and schools closing. Because of this, I was never tested (hospitals weren't even doing COVID tests yet). I was sick with what I thought was the flu for about a week, but no fever...

Hi there guys. I’ve had DPDR for 5 years now, it came on after smoking weed from my first and only time doing it. I have severe anxiety, DPDR, sensitivity to light and also sensitive to noisy & crowded places. I’m also constantly tired. Does anyone else here have the same symptoms as me &...

-To note this is going to be a long read as i feel it’s the best way to include everything -TK/ I am 21 M and had anxiety episodes in my pre teens about the safety of my family that disappeared until these last couple of years, where they have slowly started to resurface I am writing this post...

My name is Hanna and im 32, from Sweden, i’ve had DPDR since Dec 2020 after a bad 12-hour-long panic attack (or multiple ones after another, i dont really know)… constant thoughts abt how weird everything is, humans, society, evolution, cats, dogs, our galaxy, the universe, dreams, life, death...

Good evening everyone! My name is D ,i’ve been diagnosed with DPDR since i was 16.. GAD and MDD ( back story to the 9 years of dpdr, one day i started obsessing i had hurt my liver and oh god i couldn’t stop 🛑 now i know these were signs of my ocd 🛑 shortly after i started having dpdr .. then...

Hi guys I haven't been on this site in a long time. I recovered from DPDR in August after two long months. I had a great time, I was back to being 100% the old me. But now, my anxiety came back without an actual reason and i kinda feel my dpdr again, it's not as hard at it used to be in july...

Hello, I have Depersonalization and Derealization 24/7 for 7 years now. I used to do a lot of Mindfulness way back which really helped me. And i'm trying to pick it up again. Sometimes i notice i feel a little more aware of myself when doing this. But it only lasts for maybe one hour. Are...

Okay so I'm pretty sure I have dpdr. I'm 20 years old. Basically I was messing around with weed and mushrooms for a few weeks. I noticed my anxiety was really high when smoking and stuff. Anyway one day I went to my room casually like normal. And then suddenly I felt like my body was being...

Hey folks, long time (decades) DP/DR sufferer and lurker here. I am at my wits' end with my current regimen, even though it's the "best" I've found in my 27 years of TR DP/DR, Depression, OCD, Anxiety. In a nutshell, my compulsive mental checking (the OCD) often triggers a Spike (i.e. a...

Hi everyone, I am a 16 year old student and I live in Italy. Unfortunately I too, like many of you, got DPDR from weed. But now I'll tell you my story better. I have always been a sociable girl, full of friends, and with a very quiet life (never had problems with family or anything like...

Hey so 5 weeks ago I smoked weed ( I have smoked weed before) but this time was way more traumatizing. I remember suddenly my vision was on low FPS like it was milliseconds behind what I was actually seeing. Then I had a panick attack. I started feeling like Im loosing touch with reality. Like...

Hello, My DPDR started like 6 years ago, I had a lot of panic attacks/anxiety. I was also very obsessed with getting better. And it made it more difficult to recover at that time. I've not been paying so much attention to it anymore like I used to do. Also I do not have any panic attacks...

Hello everyone, I'm hoping I can connect with someone dealing with the same situation. After I watched Harris Harrington's dpdr program a few years back everything he said clicked with me. I lived half of my life pretending that my family was normal until I realized it was dysfunctional and...

I keep having extremely existential thoughts like the following: - I think about how the universe can even exist - I think about how weird it is we're living on a rock in space - I think about how it's weird we exist and are conscious - I get scared of the idea of eternity - I've also been...

Hello! This is Khulan from Mongolia. I'm 20 years old. I started getting short episodes or moments of depersonalization [for about 5 seconds every time] since I was in elementary school. I would get confused and ask other people if they felt what I felt, too. Since I was a child, people didn't...

I've been suffering from dpdr for 3 years now, and most of this time my symptoms were pretty straightforward. Feeling distant from people, world looked weird, cognitive difficulties, emotional numbness etc... Lately though I'm in a confused state that borders delirium. I cannot explain what it...